The only current news I’ve been keeping up with are just random notifications from Google that pop up on my phone. Sometimes I try to go the extra mile and keep the YouTube channels of Global News outlets in my history. Then, I’m able see a new post from them every time I go on there. I guess I just vaguely don’t want to feel anything. It’s become so weird, being on Earth 28 years and still not understanding so much about myself. It really puts dying young into a whole new perspective. I say that because now, more than ever, I hope to God that I can grow old enough to understand much more about myself and my feelings, no matter how much evolution happens over time.
I also want a lot more friends that I can trust, to evolve with me. I want to be able to practice self-discipline and prioritize self-control. Not like I’m not able to do those things, but I have to continually remind myself. Affirmations are a great thing to say first thing in the morning, or any time of the day when it comes to mind. The important thing is saying them. Comedy shows and horror films are a couple of my favorite things to watch. Fantasy and science fiction books are impeccable during any phase of life for me.
It is very important to use the things that feed my soul the most to bring my mind back home. Constantly…..
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